TONIGHT WE WON’T EVER DIE

BEACH PARTY

We were at a dance party 

It was like a beach party 

Sometime around the time 

You were single and raging 

Before performing gave you a stroke 

Your marriage fell apart 

Calvin Johnson was the deejay 

At this dive bar I can’t say 

Because I’m shook 

When I hear the name of my bar they tore apart 

And trashed the red booths 

People getting smashed in the parking lot 

Getting into fights 

Sometime those nights we crashed 

Design school parties 

Who threw the best parties at a school known 

For agriculture kegs and bumfuck 

And Mykki Blanco was around 

My sister says 

Coming up to her car to say Hi there 

Twenty-something years ago 

Before everything 

On Hillsborough Street in a hoopty 

Twenty-something years old 

I wasn’t even in school 

I just grabbed a cup, grabbed a can 

Grabbed a pool cue 

Grabbed your hand and lead you onto the dancefloor 

Between the sopping red booths 

The dub narcotic sound system 

And the bar we danced the night astray 

 

BONES

Somebody should tell her 

She's making a big mistake with that older guy 

When I met my ex-girlfriend in a suite 

At The Public Hotel 

Elevator girls on the lift 

Said let's party upstairs 

Stow your clips in a locker 

Take a selfie on the roof we're hot 

The concierge will send you a make-up artist 

"If you need one" 

That's what they say when I walk into my suite 

I say, Thanks 

I'm going to read 

Blast A.R.E. Weapons 

Grind this mattress into a pile of bones 

 

GASPING

We danced at Legends 

In the warehouse district at night 

Beneath millennial twilight 

Parking lots we skated the ramp of night 

And we danced and we partied 

In the clubs and the bands 

And we were on Flint Place 

In the year of the forever night 

Listening to The Smiths in the rain 

Gasping, dying, but somehow still alive 

Because tonight we won’t ever die 

And the night is the dogwood state 

When it was red cups forever 

Lost ransacking the night in the 

Backyard spraying foam from a keg 

At the unfoldment of stars 

Across a new desperate century 

 

Steal

If you ever stole something 

From a retail store in the mid-to-late-90s 

And you put Weezer 

On blast 

In a Mercury Tracer 

And ran red lights 

Across the strip of your hometown 

And you knew the surveillance state 

Had started but it was 1994 and Kurt Cobain was gone 

And you could outrun the law 

You could grow up punk 

In a punk house 

In the coastal plain 

And watch them all overdose 

 

ALLEN STREET

You said No to watching 

Nan Goldin’s cat 

I still don’t understand what 

Happened there but 

Swimming in Norman Jaffe’s 

Pool is something else 

Brian De Palma is deaf 

You say 

Jennifer Lopez and Donna Karan 

This is still New York 

DKNY 

This is the place to be 

Top it off 

This is the place to walk from your 

Building to your car 

Like it’s a catwalk 

And you are 

The toppest model 

Going topless 

In a studio on Allen Street 

 

COCKTAIL PARTY

Cocktail party shit 

The vibe is lit 

The tea is it 

And every day off Page 

Six 

Is a good day 

 

Photos by Jon Leon.

 
 

 
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